Moodless

Feeling moody out of sudden. Thought of this wordpress randomly. Tried figuring out the password and wala here i am typing.

After Years, i still thinks my life sucks. Nothing changes as i grow.

What’s Love? Since young, i have been thinking love is just like those fairy tale story. However, im wrong. Probably i doesnt deserve to be love as well. Why am i always the one chasing after love and not love chasing for me? Do i deserve this? Why must i be in this situation again and again. Havent i shown enough? How much more should i show? I really dont know and dont know what to do. I feel completely lost, so lost. Does anyone know how am i feeling? I thought i became stronger but no, i felt like i have become weaker than before.

Why must we keep playing mind games? It’s so tiring & im not a mind reader as well. 真的好辛苦. At the edge of giving up, hes is just not the same i have know from the start. He is someone so different. Someone who can hurt me more , because every words or sentence he sends or speaks it breaks me literally..This few days just texting him, i’ve been tearing behind the phone.Even now, just typing this, im tearing as well. 

Today, i have tried asking him out for dessert since he mention it yesterday though he is sick. yet he can say things that are hurtful, prolly to him, its a joke but to me, it’s real hurtful & sarcastic when im trying to change since he mention it on wednesday. Here i am trying to change but look what have he done to hurt me. I really dont know what to do…

可能我不够好 // 怎样才好呢 ? 

P.S: Now I’m alone in the office >.<

Till then.

 

 

You stole my life……♥

I love you

♥ Miss him. ♥

I LOVE MY SILLY BOY!

I love you!

Self-claimed Zac Efron

Kbox!

MY SILLY BOY!♥♥♥

LOVE HIM!

 Here are some of my silly boy photos. arent he handsome!? haha. please agree with me!! xD Got to sleep now or else my silly boy will be unhappy with me && i dont want that to happen. 😀 I’ll upload more photos of him tomorrow.

I love you, you love me! ♥♥

YO!! VIVIENHANG KEEP SAYING I DIDNT UPDATE! LOL. NOW I UPDATE!! lol

hello-HA

Thanks for reading my blog even though i didnt update for so long.. will update after Os (: Wish me luck people! Bye. There’s dental later, gonna put on my retainer. ):

I’MA SUPERGIRL!

ps: Happey Belated Birthday AHBANG CHIA!

Wanna get next to you.

Two days back, i got back my mother tongue result. It was not well done and i going to waste my time retaking it again!! Hope the second try will be better 😀 JIAYOU JIAYOU!! Yesterday night was catching the swimming finals. Guess what?! MICHAEL PHELPS WAS THE FIRST TO FINISH HIS SWIM AGAIN!! i just cant believe it!! But, i’m happy that USA won!! hohoho. I’m a supporter of USA! xD 

Anyway, HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY HANISAH THE HONEYSTAR!! Dont miss your braces too much!! xD May your dreams and wishes come true this and the following year!! LOVE YA!!

Plan to start my revision but i just cant bring myself to those books!! ARGH!! Somebody please help me!! I hate being slacky when exams are nearing!! I want start my revision!! ): Someone please ensure that i’m studying on saturday (: thanks. haha. I want watch ANTM later and Ghost Whisperer tomorrow so i’m not studying!! haha. Oh ya! There’s dental appointment tomorrow!! Hope my doctor dosent tighten my braces too tight! I MISS COLOUR RUBBER BANDS!! ):

I MISS PEGGY CHIA! ♥♥

 

 

 

I MISS JEN JEN! ♥♥

 

 

 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOUISE LEE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOOLOO MY LOVER! Hope you like the present that we gave you. All the best in whatever  you do. Sorry for the mood swings, that wasnt meant for you. (: Let’s strive hard for Os together! By striving hard= FULL ATTENDENCE! no more skipping school! && Hope your leg get well soon! i know your leg cause you many trouble but nevermind! I’ll be there for you whenever i can! (: LOVE YA!

Olympics

I was chatting about it with peggy about olympics. ESP the swimmers and divers. haha. DAMN NICE I TELL! If i can watch it at BEIJING, it would be even better! i would be able to listen to the competitors rejoicing the acheivements that they have make and the encouragement for the non-winners. && of course not to forget to cheer for SINGAPORE. 

However, due to singapore weird style of eduacation system i have to study. I just hate it. Anyway, have been watching the olympics therefore i didnt revise except sunday, alittle of ss and hist. Thus, i did a timetable for prelims revision. i then reealise i have no time to slack at all. it’s all packed!! Think on the positive side!! oh ya, i hope that i do not have to re-take my mother tongue O lvl. GOD BLESS ME PLEASE!!! And also, all the best to those who are taking their result too!!

Anyway here’s a photo that i have edited. haha. MY CUTIE PIE, PEGGY CHIA who love banglas! (:

Arent she cute and pretty?! Ya, she is! 😀

Mood Swing or Stress?!

Yoohoo! nothing better to do so came to blog (: mood wasnt very good lately. dont know why and dont ask me why. I’m getting sick of school life! Especially Os. )’: i have no idea where to start and what to do. I’m so not prepared!! i wish i can start all over again or remain as a 5 year old child whereby i can enjoy my time playing all day long. God, please give me a break!

UPDATES!

080808- YvonneHo Bdae & Steamyboat

hello. it’s been long since i last updated. i didnt blog because wordpress suck? i had a difficult time blogging the last two post. Thus i decided to stop blogging. anyway, nobody would visit my blog (: Being low profile is so good! && i love being alone this few days. && i’m quite used to it, esp during recess.

anyway about yesterday 080808. good day, weather and date to have this year. Even though i wasnt in a happy mood yesterday. was feeling tired and bored. The national day celebration was fun but i just cant bring myself to have fun. School just bores me.

However i said it was a good day cos it’s Yvonne Ho’s Birthday and we had celebration in school for her and other aug babies. I hope she had enjoyed herself. by the way your primary photo is so jing dian! haha. went to kenny cafe to have lunch and left for IMM with yvonne. walked around and bought something. next, went to yvonne’s house then vien’s house for steamboat. There were von, peg, shimin, ben, vien and clement. Had fun with them listening to their gossips and vien’s mother participative conversation. They just lights up my day. cab-ed home aftermath. was supposed to catch ghost whisperer but i forget that it had been postpone to next week. && i thought i had missed it for 30 mins until i reached home seeing my dad tuning to channel 5 showing the Olympics. =.= MY GHOST WHISPERER!! I MISS YOU! ): i’ll end off with people picture. -looks at yvonne!

090808- NATIONAL DAY!

 First of all, HAPPY 43rd BIRTHDAY SINAGPORE! did nothing today. feel so slacky. maybe will start revision tomorrow (: but i dont think i will. haha. i’m still considering whether to go or not to go tomorrow’s bbq. i have a feeling that my mother wont allow me to go (: anyway, i dont really feel like going cos i’m not close to many of them. That’s all. Nothing much to update. I feel that i have wasted my day slacking! I hate myself!! haha. -.- LOVE YA PEOPLE!! The photos below are the birthday gift that eileen and i gave yvonne. I love her primary school picture! haha.